Friday, March 06, 2009

6th March 2009.
the day, which all the jc3s are anxiously/unanticipated-ly waiting for, is like finally HERE!!!

everything seems so unreal, but i'm collecting my results tmr later, like in few hrs' time! it's like the same repetitive anxious cum heart-gg-to-stop-beating-anytime kind of feeling that i had two years ago. but this is like worst. at least we could choose which subjects to use for our l1r5 for o levels. but for a levels, it's like E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G must be included! a super BIG miracle must happen if i want an A or a decent grade for my constant-U-grade-for-econs-and-geog, or even my cmi gp. and to think that everything in the future will depend on this small pathetic result slip that i'm going to get tmr. SO SCARYYYYYYY.

well no point worrying like siao now, since what is done is done alr. i believe God will know what is right for me. i just hope that for tmr, i will go to school happily and leave school happily as well. as long as i get grades which are good enough just to get into a local uni, i'm happy alr. psle was a flop, o levels wasnt my best, so i hope a levels will be sth that i'm satisfied with. something that i wont let my parents/brother down, something that my parents wont feel embarrassed when my relatives called to find out my grades (hate this man), something that i kao my own effort to achieve(:

well, dont ask me for my grades until i personally tell you. i will say one, when the time is right. if you see me face-to-face and i had this omg-charmaine-doesnt-look-right kind of face, dont bother disturbing me alr. if you msn/sms me and receive no reply from me, dont bother sending continuous msgs, cuz i wont reply either.

anyway thanks everyone for the good luck wishes. i seriously need those luck for miracles to happen, esp geog, econs and gp. till then, hope to see my happy post soon yeah? :D

so good luck to all j3s, as well as j2s who're receiving their chinese results! we shall break some records or sth(: